bo ja, mówi, jestem z lasu...

Don't know why but while I was walking down the Raday utca I started to sing a certain song in my head. Then I started to think why it came to my mind so suddenly but I didn't succeed in that thinking ;)
The song is >>here<<
Hmm... I wanted to write sth more but seems that I have no time now. I will do it later, enjoy the song in the meantime jako i ja czynię... ;)

The Battle

My hand is moving the computer mouse although I don't want it. I'm writing this post although I know I shouldn't...
After lessons I went to buy some food. But I was tired and the only thing I was thinking about was wednesday's exam. I felt so stupid when a saleswoman was putting my thing out of my basket... Milka chocolate with raisins and hazelnuts, cookies with honey and chocolate, cookies, joghurt bar, hazelnut wafer, chocolate wafer, cherry drinking joghurt, pear joghurt, another fruit joghurt, banana-lemon juice, fruit drink, 2in1 instant tchibo coffee and yes, even those damn peanut bonbons I saw going to the cashier... Only in the bottom I had some ham, cheese, butter... 2 instant soups (no time for cooking...)
Uff... I'm sure it's all I need during revising for an exam...
And urrrrghhhh I feel like writing, reading and even dancing in the middle of my room (I haven't done it for some time, hmm, that's strange in fact). Of course I'm listening to the music and I can't help singing while taking notes. Very helpful activity, don't you think so? I even started to read about Józef Bem in english! just because I've noticed that he's a hero here, in Hungary too.
Ayy... Enough goddammit!

Frost

There is damned -2 C outside!! How come?
I really don't understand why I have problems with cold this year. But the fact is that I'm looking forward to see green trees and all that spring stuff... But what can I do? Nothing. Just wait.
So I'll wait.
I have plenty things to do in this "meantime" ;)

Relief...

Uff... I feel so good... Something finally happened with my master thesis. Such a relief... And my teacher will be the guy that I admire the most. Damn I have to do my best! :) And I will, because I have motivation again. And again I feel like myself. I want to do so many things and I know I will do them.
Life is beautiful :)
And we're going ice skating today and then to the thermal bath.
It will be awesome, I know it.

Loco

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

¡hola!

Hello from another dimension.
It´s really calm here. Usually quiet. I like it although it´s really hard to get out of here.
Yesterday when I finally came up to the surface I end up in the toilet vomiting. Well, shit happens... Vomits too...
But it`s another excuse to stay whole day in bed, in pajama and in his arms.
Hey, let`s see another movie!
We can emerge tomorrow, again. If we want to...
World can wait for us.
I even don´t care about it...

I hate to say goodbye

That's true... That's why I'm acting strange at the airport, train station and at the end of the party etc... Anyway at 5.45 (after being awake whole night) it's not easy to act normal...
Yesterday I was one of the last passengers in the plane. Happy to feel that we're taking off (I love this moment) I closed my eyes and... ouuu... I couldn't open them. OK, I thought, maybe I can have a nap... And most probably I would have but the flight was too short and I came back to reality with the voice of stewardess. Suddenly I realised that my ears were blocked and it was to late to do something about it. Damn! It was the moment when pain starts...
I get off the plane and the first thing I saw was a thick cloud of my breath. Cold, rainy and foggy... welcome to Warsaw!
I got lost in the underground looking for a pharmacy. I had to breathe without a nose spray, well not so easy...
My train arrived on time. I took a place, make myself comfortable and... was awaken half an hour later because of a phone call.
Next train was not so punctual so I had a little conversation in a train station. Woman really wanted to talk a little but my ear was still blocked ;) After 45 minutes of standing in cold we get in the train. And again I just went to sleep.
- Katowice... Is there such city, grandma?
- Yes - grandma replied calmly.
- Bute here? In Poland?
I smiled to myself. Kids can be so funny... But I want to sleep right now. Just half an hour...
- Look granny! This grass look like from a fairytale!
OK, next station is mine. I should look a little at the world outside the dirty window. Wow, it's beautiful! Blue sky, white clouds, autumn colors on the trees ... Yeah.. like in a fairytale...
Sometimes it's good to close your eyes for a while...