England

I'm sitting on a couch with my feet on a table, feeling like criticizing everyone around, judging their life choices, maybe envy them too. Just one of the bad days. A novelty is that I'm aware why I feel like that. So I know what to do to avoid that. Or rather what NOT to do :) Sometimes it's hard to avoid, but at least I know what I don't want. And that's something, right?

English weather is really strange. I think I liked it more in Spain. Or in Gibraltar, if comparing within UK :)
Well, no point in complaining.

Just enjoy :)

Hmm...

I'm sitting on my bed, immersing in my own thoughts and my red jumper. Gerardo is playing guitar. Hmm... It's so nice... But I have to study for the exam, and write two essays. As always I'm the one to blame - should have done it before.
But well. Afterwards we will have a nice holidays in Spain :) That will be a nice change for me. During our last free days we were freezing in Poland :D

bo ja, mówi, jestem z lasu...

Don't know why but while I was walking down the Raday utca I started to sing a certain song in my head. Then I started to think why it came to my mind so suddenly but I didn't succeed in that thinking ;)
The song is >>here<<
Hmm... I wanted to write sth more but seems that I have no time now. I will do it later, enjoy the song in the meantime jako i ja czynię... ;)

The Battle

My hand is moving the computer mouse although I don't want it. I'm writing this post although I know I shouldn't...
After lessons I went to buy some food. But I was tired and the only thing I was thinking about was wednesday's exam. I felt so stupid when a saleswoman was putting my thing out of my basket... Milka chocolate with raisins and hazelnuts, cookies with honey and chocolate, cookies, joghurt bar, hazelnut wafer, chocolate wafer, cherry drinking joghurt, pear joghurt, another fruit joghurt, banana-lemon juice, fruit drink, 2in1 instant tchibo coffee and yes, even those damn peanut bonbons I saw going to the cashier... Only in the bottom I had some ham, cheese, butter... 2 instant soups (no time for cooking...)
Uff... I'm sure it's all I need during revising for an exam...
And urrrrghhhh I feel like writing, reading and even dancing in the middle of my room (I haven't done it for some time, hmm, that's strange in fact). Of course I'm listening to the music and I can't help singing while taking notes. Very helpful activity, don't you think so? I even started to read about Józef Bem in english! just because I've noticed that he's a hero here, in Hungary too.
Ayy... Enough goddammit!

Frost

There is damned -2 C outside!! How come?
I really don't understand why I have problems with cold this year. But the fact is that I'm looking forward to see green trees and all that spring stuff... But what can I do? Nothing. Just wait.
So I'll wait.
I have plenty things to do in this "meantime" ;)

Relief...

Uff... I feel so good... Something finally happened with my master thesis. Such a relief... And my teacher will be the guy that I admire the most. Damn I have to do my best! :) And I will, because I have motivation again. And again I feel like myself. I want to do so many things and I know I will do them.
Life is beautiful :)
And we're going ice skating today and then to the thermal bath.
It will be awesome, I know it.

Loco

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...