10.21.2008

It was so nice to walk by the seaside, under yellowish trees and autumn sunbeams. So warm, and this sweet smell of leaves... But then 6hours of sleep let me know that they need a company of few hours more. I told them to shove off and then they got angry. Well going against a crowd is not a good idea. So they took a revenge on me and took away all of my energy. They knew I have to go to the dancing lessons, so the situation was perfect.
When someone accidentaly turned off the light in the room my eyes closed automatically. But then the teacher came and started with all the caro's , and chassis's an "go!". Of course I was quite clumsy, mistaking the steps and loosing the rythm. After one hour, wet as a rat and awfully hungry I lost the train. Next one was trying to loose me, coming to the station 10 minutes after it was supposed to. But I was there, waiting and moving my legs impatiently to the music. In the train my eyes kept on closing themselves. Views from the outside were not helping - even a big window in the gym full of guys.
One hour later, with my belly full of Lidl's food, the only thing I can think of is my bed. My friend 6hours have won. But I need a shower, finish the article, find some books, study, prepare sth for my thesis, drink a tea, download a movie, clean the dishes... ayy... you damn 6hours this night you may even have an orgy for 9!

10.16.2008

Perverted mind?

As usual the picture now is a bit foggy but I still remember what has happened...
It was supposed to be a church, but looked more like a crypt or something like that. It was only as I enterned when I learnt I was about to get married. I was kinda panicked "why? now? how come?" and frightened that there was no way back. Then I noticed a coffin with a corpse of a small boy, to the right from the altar. My aunt went there, and looked at him with tenderness. "Must be very painful to lost a child" I thought. But my aunt was not sad, and I knew that the kid died some time ago already. "Why did they put the coffin there, do they want to make the funeral together with the wedding?" I asked myself trying to figure out what was going on. I couldn't and still I was more terrified about the very fact of marrying. I looked arounf trying to find G. but someone came, to take me to the altar. The guests were already at their places. "For God's sake I will have to talk in front of all those people! But wait a second... damn which language am I supposed to speak?!" I had no time to think as I was already in front of the altar, where at that moment my aunt (alive) was lying in some opened wooden box. Similar to those used by magicians. Her had was kinda divided from the rest of the body and she was pinned to the box by a leather belt around her neck. "So that's what they do for the corpse not to move in the coffin".
My room was dark and I could hear the rain outside. Damn... I went to the toilet and almost got a heart attack seeing the cat in the middle... I think I still have problems getting used to the new flat...

10.09.2008

Animals

458m from the shore the sea was full of jellyfish. They were moving very slowly, like suspended in the thick air. It was a very relaxing picture. Especially with the sun warming up my back.

- He's such a pet! - I commented when a small yorkshire terrier was looking at an old lady, asking her to take him to her arms.
- Yes, he doesn't want to let me go, like I was his mummy - answer the lady carrying the York. He seemed very happy to be able to see the views on the sea from up there.

The stairs in the forest. In the corner of my eye I noticed something white moving very quickly. 'A pigeon?' I thought. But well, I have not seen a white pigeon hidding in a burrow in the middle of a forest. The second thought was "a rat", but it seemed the same unbeliveable. I decided to wait a moment and see if it will go out again. I noticed some rotten apple - it must have been its lunch. After few seconds I saw some whiskers, small pink nose and black eyes. The rat smelled me and hide quickly again. I mede few steps away so he tried again. Now I saw a whole, pretty female rat, white with a grey hood. It was funny but on another hand I was sure that someone must have throw it away from home. Laboratory rats are not living in the wild. And white is not a safe colour to have, among the red and brown leaves...

- And I dreamt that I had a monkey - I said to my mum but she didn't hear me. Surely she wouldn't be interested much but anyway vacuum cleaner was eating my words together with ladybirds. They must have gotten crazy, we can't get rid of them in any other way. There are hundreds of them on the windows and net curtains. Flying slowly and heavily they crush into the ceiling or die accidentaly under a foot.
- I don't know what to do with all those ladybirds! - said my grandma angrily on the other side of the phone line.
Well, seems that the nature is taking a revenge... ;D