¡hola!

Hello from another dimension.
It´s really calm here. Usually quiet. I like it although it´s really hard to get out of here.
Yesterday when I finally came up to the surface I end up in the toilet vomiting. Well, shit happens... Vomits too...
But it`s another excuse to stay whole day in bed, in pajama and in his arms.
Hey, let`s see another movie!
We can emerge tomorrow, again. If we want to...
World can wait for us.
I even don´t care about it...

I hate to say goodbye

That's true... That's why I'm acting strange at the airport, train station and at the end of the party etc... Anyway at 5.45 (after being awake whole night) it's not easy to act normal...
Yesterday I was one of the last passengers in the plane. Happy to feel that we're taking off (I love this moment) I closed my eyes and... ouuu... I couldn't open them. OK, I thought, maybe I can have a nap... And most probably I would have but the flight was too short and I came back to reality with the voice of stewardess. Suddenly I realised that my ears were blocked and it was to late to do something about it. Damn! It was the moment when pain starts...
I get off the plane and the first thing I saw was a thick cloud of my breath. Cold, rainy and foggy... welcome to Warsaw!
I got lost in the underground looking for a pharmacy. I had to breathe without a nose spray, well not so easy...
My train arrived on time. I took a place, make myself comfortable and... was awaken half an hour later because of a phone call.
Next train was not so punctual so I had a little conversation in a train station. Woman really wanted to talk a little but my ear was still blocked ;) After 45 minutes of standing in cold we get in the train. And again I just went to sleep.
- Katowice... Is there such city, grandma?
- Yes - grandma replied calmly.
- Bute here? In Poland?
I smiled to myself. Kids can be so funny... But I want to sleep right now. Just half an hour...
- Look granny! This grass look like from a fairytale!
OK, next station is mine. I should look a little at the world outside the dirty window. Wow, it's beautiful! Blue sky, white clouds, autumn colors on the trees ... Yeah.. like in a fairytale...
Sometimes it's good to close your eyes for a while...

Lengyel Angel&Spanish Devil

I woke up at 4 and couldn't sleep. Great thing while reading Stephen King's Insomnia...
But it seems to me that I just had to many thoughts...

feels fine

feels like
you're mine
feels right
so fine
I'm yours
you're mine
...

>>feels fine<<

Abstract

Research has shown that touching specific parts of men's body significantly lowers their linguistic abilities. Increase of intimacy causes creeps and also disrupt clear-thinking. It was also proved that sticking to a certain subject is especially difficult. However it increases romantic attitude and poetical skills...

I was made for dancing...

Me: - I need to go the pharmacy because this sore throat is getting worse...
Charly: Ohh..
M: - I don't want to be cold again...
Ch: - Is it after Kassa/Tokai trip?
M: - Yeah...
Ch: - Maybe it's because of alcohol?
M: - Ha ha ha... I don't think so.
Ch: - No? Are you sure?
M: - Well... I don't drink alcohol...
Ch: - ?! But... On the first party... in Kassa... you were not drinking?
M: - Nope. I was sober.
Ch: - I didn't recognize that...


yep... >>click<< enjoy! ;)

Act like a lady..

Yesterday was one of these days when people asked me what's wrong, or (the more genuine ones) say that my eyes can kill. Well... It's not my fault...
I woke up not feeling good. Then it got only worse. I went to the uni thinking all the time how much work I have ahead.. Why? That's the result of delaying everything for the last moment.
Anyway I was home after 12, at 14 I was supposed to met one girl (Dorka) who cut down my jeans (and now I need to take them back). Then is the time for making my presentation. At 18 language course and at 20 another meeting...
At 12.48 I had a call from Dorka. Damn I've mistaken the hours... Looks like we were supposed to met at 12.30 ... Now she has got no time... OK, let's find another date. I'll be in the center, I can go wherever to take back my favourite trousers!
"OK, I live in Blaha Lujza Square, I can wait for you here, is that OK?"
Damn sure it is! I run out to take the first bus that came, then the tram and finally I was in Blaha Lujza ter.
"Once again I'm really sorry that you had to wait for me"...
I'm here so well... I should go to the supermarket and buy something for dinner. I can not eat sandwiches and pancakes all the time.
I came back after 14. Presentation still with only the title...
Till 17 I was after lunch and with 1/3 of the presentation. Good now I had to go and would be back at 22 or something. Perfect.
Let's go to the Hungarian classes.
In the bus I noticed that I forgot about homework... Oh no... It's stupid to write numbers in the bus...
After course I was supposed to meet other Poles near Faculty of Law (they want to organise a 'polish night'). OK but I don't remember how to get there... I met Justyna, of course we got lost but then fortunately we met Agata (good that she's always late ;P) and arrived 15 minutes late (but without problems). Then we were looking for a place to sit down and discuss our ideas. When we finally found it the main problem was what drinks to order... I was getting impatient as I still felt bad and was almost suffocating with the smoke. After half an hour I realised that sitting there is pointless so I left. I still had to finish my presentation...
"I'm going out, for a dinner... OK?" Ferran asked.
Sure it's OK!
"Have a nice evening!" I replied with a the sweetest smile I could afford.
Home alone, that's perfect for my presentation :) Sade (I had no idea I will like her music so much) + vanilla candle = success!
I finished at 23.30 :)
Today I woke up still feeling bad but I convinced myself that's not true . And it helped ;)
I went to consult my ppt presentation and my teacher liked it.
"Thanks for being on time"
Well, don't mention, was there any other possibility?! I'm always on time... ;D
I was very self-satisfied and "we are the champions" in my earphones made me smile (smiling?) all the way home (what's in fact dangerous because when you're smiling in the tram lots of people look at you wondering if you're smiling to them...)

I'm to lazy for my uni ;)

It was impossible to get up at 7.04 a.m. But it was also impossible to sleep knowing that I should (if I don't want to miss the leture). I was making excuses to feel better and spent the hour not knowing if I'm awake or asleep. Anyway, I decided to go to the second part of the lecture (we usualy have a break at 10a.m.). So I ate my breakfast, made lunch to take with me, washed my hair, check e-mail, updated iPod and suddenly it was 9.30... Shit...
I went out in a hurry and saw my bus going away. Then of course I missed the tram with which I could be on time.
When I arrived at Oktogon I knew I was late...
I didn't want to enter the classrom 1,5 hour after the beggining. Our group is about 10 students so it would be really hard not to notice that I came ;)
Well, what else could I do? I went back to Oktogon, caught the tram no.4, got off at Fehervari ut and then to Vinceller utca by 53 bus.
At 12.30 I'm meeting Agata in Astoria - we are going to pay for the next week trip...
Oh, i forgot about the most important issue :) Yesterday I was on the latin jazz concert. It was really good. And incredibly cheap. I hope it was not the last time I went to the Palace of Arts.
Right, guys?

And now a small explanation about the topic... Not long ago I had some conversation about shitty music from the childhood... So here it is... >>click<<>

Sometimes you have to say "NO"

Shit I can not say no. I wanted to go to bed early, yesterday. And what? I invited Gerardo to watch a movie. We finished at about 2.30 and then were talking till 5.45... About differences in our languages. Really fascinating subject in the middle of the night when you can barely keep your eyes open. Then a dose of stupid polish-english dreams and breakfast at 12.30...
Bravo Liv...

High time

It was high time to clean a little bit in our flat. We did a good job :) So good that I let myself eat cookies and dring malt coffee as a dinner. I also had breakfast for a lunch.
Yes, I went to bed after 4 a.m. Again...
But I'm learning a lot on the parties. My social skills are getting better and better... ;)
Some time ago Gerardo said that I was so cold. Because I didn't kiss him goodbye. I didn't even shake his hand, shame on me. Slowly I'm getting used to it. What's more, I'm starting to like it :D I'm afraid that soon I'll be kissing and hugging people without any reason ;)
But now it's still a bit strange for me to be so close to people you don't know. When I met the owner of the mobile I'd found we exchange just a few words, the I said that he should be careful next time and instead of saying "thank you","I will" or whatever, he just smile and stroked my back. Uhm... I think I need to get used to it, otherwise It'll be really hard ;)
Today's song >>here<<

What da...?!

After some street chase I met some nice people from an interesting brotherhood. I gave them back the ring I've been holding in my hands... and then our doorbell rang... who the hell?! The dream's figures was fading away but the reminiscences from yesterday came...
I found a mobile in the night bus. The owner (or we just think it's the owner) was trying to call it. We sent a message to call us tomorrow, to set time for the meeting (I want to give the mobile back). But she called us immediately and didin't understand english... And we don't speak hungarian... Looks like we have a problem, right? I think I will just send a message with time and place. Altough the phone looks really nice... ;)


I've met so many people yesterday... Or maybe not SO many, but...
- Hi, we don't know each other, I'm Oliwia!
- Hi, I'm...
Damn... what was his name? We had a lovely photo together on some hungarian guy's camera. We spent a lot of time talking about everything and nothing. That's the kind of a guy who is goodlooking (but doesn't look like a dool) and you can talk about his german uncle, project of a house, girls from the latin countries, your future plans and preference for the lifestyle. You feel great but there is no such feedback. So you're saying goodbye at 3 a.m. Got a two kisses on both of your cheeks.
- It was nice to meet you.
It's possible that we'll never meet again.
But the party is not over (no?). Come on let's dance a little bit...
And then you're in the crowded night bus and suddenly realise that's it's a deep, warm, quiet, autumn night and you should be sleeping for at least 3 hours...I think I should eat a breakfast...

Hey :)

This is my 3rd blog, but who cares... ;) Two previous ones were abondoned after few years - I guess I got bored. (Or maybe I've changed?) This one is kind of an experiment - I need more english and more opportunities to share some everyday thoughts.
But... Keep in mind that writing English is only practise so don't pay attention to any mistakes (unless you want to tell me how to correct them :) - constructive criticism is always welcome).
Of course not everything here will be in english but I will try.
For the moment I'm fascinated by possibility of adding photos and videos... So be ready for lots of weird stuff... ;)

Since I've moved into the flat on Vinceller utca, I was observing a chestnut in front of my window. The one which was almost out of its shell. I was wondering if it would be possible to see the moment while it will fall down. Anyway everyday, I was looking if the chestnut is still on the tree. Its shell soon was completely rotten and the chestnut... I have no idea how it was still hanging there. I started to joke about it. And finally, when I came back from two days trip, the chestnut was gone. After more then 3 weeks of "almost-falling-down". I felt strange because of that - because of the expanding (is it a good word?) autumn.
Today I got home after a looooong walk and look what I found on the window sill...



He is back... ;)