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Drop by drop is falling down to the coffee pot. Minute after minute is passing by. Cloud by cloud is moving behind the window. And I could spend all afternoon just staring at these slow movements, sitting motionlessly. It's been a while since I felt like today. A moment of desintegration. Slightly out of my body but not out of my mind. Serious and focused on my work, I can't even say if I am happy or not. Everything is just dull. My eyes must be gray and cold, as is the music I listen to. I know it will change before I get into the train this evening. I do not worry. Just do not talk to me, do not smile to me today. You may get the wrong idea.
And it will all vanish, hide behind the horizon, as the sun does every day.