Marcin: Hey, you know you're gonna be "Miss Producer"?
Liv: Yeah.. I would like to have a chair with the word "director" in the back of it.
M: We were talking with Robert about your future.
L: My future? Hehe, that's nice that someone care.
M: Hehe so, yes, there is a little of new duties, we'll discuss it. We don't like that you're leaving Poland.
Robert: Are you leaving?
L: Eer.. you don't like it?
M: No. We thought you're gonna stay longer with us.
L: Em...
M: Hmm but what could we do to change your mind?
R: Where are you going?
L: To Spain.
R: Oh, yeah, you have a guy there, right?
L: Yes.
M: To Spain? Oh damn... well then... I can't promise you more sun here. And those beaches, seashore...
R: And a hot lover.
M: No, damn. But hey, come on, there are guys from Africa coming to study here, why won't he come here too?
10.21.2008
It was so nice to walk by the seaside, under yellowish trees and autumn sunbeams. So warm, and this sweet smell of leaves... But then 6hours of sleep let me know that they need a company of few hours more. I told them to shove off and then they got angry. Well going against a crowd is not a good idea. So they took a revenge on me and took away all of my energy. They knew I have to go to the dancing lessons, so the situation was perfect.
When someone accidentaly turned off the light in the room my eyes closed automatically. But then the teacher came and started with all the caro's , and chassis's an "go!". Of course I was quite clumsy, mistaking the steps and loosing the rythm. After one hour, wet as a rat and awfully hungry I lost the train. Next one was trying to loose me, coming to the station 10 minutes after it was supposed to. But I was there, waiting and moving my legs impatiently to the music. In the train my eyes kept on closing themselves. Views from the outside were not helping - even a big window in the gym full of guys.
One hour later, with my belly full of Lidl's food, the only thing I can think of is my bed. My friend 6hours have won. But I need a shower, finish the article, find some books, study, prepare sth for my thesis, drink a tea, download a movie, clean the dishes... ayy... you damn 6hours this night you may even have an orgy for 9!
When someone accidentaly turned off the light in the room my eyes closed automatically. But then the teacher came and started with all the caro's , and chassis's an "go!". Of course I was quite clumsy, mistaking the steps and loosing the rythm. After one hour, wet as a rat and awfully hungry I lost the train. Next one was trying to loose me, coming to the station 10 minutes after it was supposed to. But I was there, waiting and moving my legs impatiently to the music. In the train my eyes kept on closing themselves. Views from the outside were not helping - even a big window in the gym full of guys. One hour later, with my belly full of Lidl's food, the only thing I can think of is my bed. My friend 6hours have won. But I need a shower, finish the article, find some books, study, prepare sth for my thesis, drink a tea, download a movie, clean the dishes... ayy... you damn 6hours this night you may even have an orgy for 9!
10.16.2008
Perverted mind?
As usual the picture now is a bit foggy but I still remember what has happened...
It was supposed to be a church, but looked more like a crypt or something like that. It was only as I enterned when I learnt I was about to get married. I was kinda panicked "why? now? how come?" and frightened that there was no way back. Then I noticed a coffin with a corpse of a small boy, to the right from the altar. My aunt went there, and looked at him with tenderness. "Must be very painful to lost a child" I thought. But my aunt was not sad, and I knew that the kid died some time ago already. "Why did they put the coffin there, do they want to make the funeral together with the wedding?" I asked myself trying to figure out what was going on. I couldn't and still I was more terrified about the very fact of marrying. I looked arounf trying to find G. but someone came, to take me to the altar. The guests were already at their places. "For God's sake I will have to talk in front of all those people! But wait a second... damn which language am I supposed to speak?!" I had no time to think as I was already in front of the altar, where at that moment my aunt (alive) was lying in some opened wooden box. Similar to those used by magicians. Her had was kinda divided from the rest of the body and she was pinned to the box by a leather belt around her neck. "So that's what they do for the corpse not to move in the coffin".
My room was dark and I could hear the rain outside. Damn... I went to the toilet and almost got a heart attack seeing the cat in the middle... I think I still have problems getting used to the new flat...
It was supposed to be a church, but looked more like a crypt or something like that. It was only as I enterned when I learnt I was about to get married. I was kinda panicked "why? now? how come?" and frightened that there was no way back. Then I noticed a coffin with a corpse of a small boy, to the right from the altar. My aunt went there, and looked at him with tenderness. "Must be very painful to lost a child" I thought. But my aunt was not sad, and I knew that the kid died some time ago already. "Why did they put the coffin there, do they want to make the funeral together with the wedding?" I asked myself trying to figure out what was going on. I couldn't and still I was more terrified about the very fact of marrying. I looked arounf trying to find G. but someone came, to take me to the altar. The guests were already at their places. "For God's sake I will have to talk in front of all those people! But wait a second... damn which language am I supposed to speak?!" I had no time to think as I was already in front of the altar, where at that moment my aunt (alive) was lying in some opened wooden box. Similar to those used by magicians. Her had was kinda divided from the rest of the body and she was pinned to the box by a leather belt around her neck. "So that's what they do for the corpse not to move in the coffin".
My room was dark and I could hear the rain outside. Damn... I went to the toilet and almost got a heart attack seeing the cat in the middle... I think I still have problems getting used to the new flat...
10.09.2008
Animals
458m from the shore the sea was full of jellyfish. They were moving very slowly, like suspended in the thick air. It was a very relaxing picture. Especially with the sun warming up my back.
- He's such a pet! - I commented when a small yorkshire terrier was looking at an old lady, asking her to take him to her arms.
- Yes, he doesn't want to let me go, like I was his mummy - answer the lady carrying the York. He seemed very happy to be able to see the views on the sea from up there.
The stairs in the forest. In the corner of my eye I noticed something white moving very quickly. 'A pigeon?' I thought. But well, I have not seen a white pigeon hidding in a burrow in the middle of a forest. The second thought was "a rat", but it seemed the same unbeliveable. I decided to wait a moment and see if it will go out again. I noticed some rotten apple - it must have been its lunch. After few seconds I saw some whiskers, small pink nose and black eyes. The rat smelled me and hide quickly again. I mede few steps away so he tried again. Now I saw a whole, pretty female rat, white with a grey hood. It was funny but on another hand I was sure that someone must have throw it away from home. Laboratory rats are not living in the wild. And white is not a safe colour to have, among the red and brown leaves...
- And I dreamt that I had a monkey - I said to my mum but she didn't hear me. Surely she wouldn't be interested much but anyway vacuum cleaner was eating my words together with ladybirds. They must have gotten crazy, we can't get rid of them in any other way. There are hundreds of them on the windows and net curtains. Flying slowly and heavily they crush into the ceiling or die accidentaly under a foot.
- I don't know what to do with all those ladybirds! - said my grandma angrily on the other side of the phone line.
Well, seems that the nature is taking a revenge... ;D
- He's such a pet! - I commented when a small yorkshire terrier was looking at an old lady, asking her to take him to her arms.
- Yes, he doesn't want to let me go, like I was his mummy - answer the lady carrying the York. He seemed very happy to be able to see the views on the sea from up there.
The stairs in the forest. In the corner of my eye I noticed something white moving very quickly. 'A pigeon?' I thought. But well, I have not seen a white pigeon hidding in a burrow in the middle of a forest. The second thought was "a rat", but it seemed the same unbeliveable. I decided to wait a moment and see if it will go out again. I noticed some rotten apple - it must have been its lunch. After few seconds I saw some whiskers, small pink nose and black eyes. The rat smelled me and hide quickly again. I mede few steps away so he tried again. Now I saw a whole, pretty female rat, white with a grey hood. It was funny but on another hand I was sure that someone must have throw it away from home. Laboratory rats are not living in the wild. And white is not a safe colour to have, among the red and brown leaves...
- And I dreamt that I had a monkey - I said to my mum but she didn't hear me. Surely she wouldn't be interested much but anyway vacuum cleaner was eating my words together with ladybirds. They must have gotten crazy, we can't get rid of them in any other way. There are hundreds of them on the windows and net curtains. Flying slowly and heavily they crush into the ceiling or die accidentaly under a foot.
- I don't know what to do with all those ladybirds! - said my grandma angrily on the other side of the phone line.
Well, seems that the nature is taking a revenge... ;D
9.25.2008
just complaining
My grandma is always very interested in talking with me. Just miraculously our converastion always ends up with me saying nothing...
- So what else will you tell me?
- Err I don't know...
- Did you do a lot of sightseeing?
- Er... yeah, quite a lot.
- Did you went to the theater?
- No. Why? Why do you ask?
- No, nothing... just that when we went to Russia we went to the theater... We've seen a lot on that trip...
- Whate else can I give you? I can make you pancakes!
- No grandma, please, I don't want anything else. I will just eat the cake, ok?
- OK... hm... and what do they eat there, in England?
- What shall they eat? The same as we do. You know grandma, now we have globalization... They have even a Polish Shop there. You can buy "pierogi".
- Oh! Maybe I will make you dumplings?!
- So what else will you tell me?
- Err I don't know...
- Did you do a lot of sightseeing?
- Er... yeah, quite a lot.
- Did you went to the theater?
- No. Why? Why do you ask?
- No, nothing... just that when we went to Russia we went to the theater... We've seen a lot on that trip...
- Whate else can I give you? I can make you pancakes!
- No grandma, please, I don't want anything else. I will just eat the cake, ok?
- OK... hm... and what do they eat there, in England?
- What shall they eat? The same as we do. You know grandma, now we have globalization... They have even a Polish Shop there. You can buy "pierogi".
- Oh! Maybe I will make you dumplings?!
7.04.2008
Spain
Spending hot, sunny days indoors does not seem crazy to me anymore. Just the opposite...
We went for a short walk yesterday afternoon I felt like I have made a terrible mistake. I could barely keep my eyes open (no exaggeration), like in a very tiring dream. Nobel prize for the inventor of sunglasses!
While in my house in Poland it´s so nice to open all the windows and feel the fresh air, here is better to close all of them and turn on the cooling system.
For me the coolest thing during sumer was to spend all days outside, coming home just to eat. Here I naively hoped to do the same. I realised very quickly that I should rather forget about the past and adapt to the andalusian way of living ;)
I understood all the things that used to be odd to me.
So I get up around noon, enjoy air conditioning during the afternoon, eat dinner at 11 in the evening and go to sleep at 2 or 3 in the morning.Nowhere else it seems more appropriate.
And I like very much just sitting and talking in the balcony, looking at the lights of the city...
We went for a short walk yesterday afternoon I felt like I have made a terrible mistake. I could barely keep my eyes open (no exaggeration), like in a very tiring dream. Nobel prize for the inventor of sunglasses!
While in my house in Poland it´s so nice to open all the windows and feel the fresh air, here is better to close all of them and turn on the cooling system.
For me the coolest thing during sumer was to spend all days outside, coming home just to eat. Here I naively hoped to do the same. I realised very quickly that I should rather forget about the past and adapt to the andalusian way of living ;)
I understood all the things that used to be odd to me.
So I get up around noon, enjoy air conditioning during the afternoon, eat dinner at 11 in the evening and go to sleep at 2 or 3 in the morning.Nowhere else it seems more appropriate.
And I like very much just sitting and talking in the balcony, looking at the lights of the city...
5.22.2008
Pieśń kosmosu
I was walking next to the sports field and looking at the small hill on the other side of it. It used to look so huge to me. Every winter, as soon as the snow had fallen down, I was running there with my sledges and got crazy with other kids. Going up and ride down hundred times a day. Every lunch tasted delicious afterwards.
At the top of the hill is a metal sculpture from the 70'. It's name is "The outer space's song" and it still makes me feel a bit frightened. Especially when it's dark and the wind is moving the upper part of the sculpture, making a scary noise.
Today I looked at the hill and the word "hill" sounded completely inadequate. It looked rather plain to me.
Did I grow up?
But I'm still overwhelmed by the forest. It's deep green, big and thick, old trees, darkness in the middle of a sunny day... There I'm still just a little girl.
At the top of the hill is a metal sculpture from the 70'. It's name is "The outer space's song" and it still makes me feel a bit frightened. Especially when it's dark and the wind is moving the upper part of the sculpture, making a scary noise.Today I looked at the hill and the word "hill" sounded completely inadequate. It looked rather plain to me.
Did I grow up?
But I'm still overwhelmed by the forest. It's deep green, big and thick, old trees, darkness in the middle of a sunny day... There I'm still just a little girl.
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